I’m Stupid

This is not about a still mind.

It’s about being stupid.

I can see and hear thoughts happening, but I don’t know what they say. The mind is not still, it’s just stupid.

The stupider I get, the better it is.
The less I know what's happening, the better it is.

The less I think any idea that comes up is “smart” and needs to be pursued, the better.

The less I find any thought I have about my life to be “right” and worth applying, the better.

The stupider the better.

I have no idea what’s going on, ever.
I have no idea what to do next.
I have no idea what anything means.

I’m just vacant, and there’s nothing here but bliss.

I don’t even know who I am.

You don’t know who you are either, but you’re still too smart to see that.